You Got Me?

I walked around the corner
And saw you at the other side
'Accidentally, our eyes met on that same line
I hurriedly put on just a half smile

I don't know why but it pierced my heart
It went so deep like it's tearing apart
Your eyes speak clearly
Telling don't even try

I tried to find a good reason why
An answer that led me to deny
Deny that i like you like it's all a lie
My heart screams your name

I guess I'm going insane........

...oh dearness...why oh why do you have to look....it makes me wonder much i can't sleep...
this is so freakin hard...just a few more days,,,....
it will all fade away....will it be good or bad...
hay............

Sana

This isn't mine.....i was just searching my name at Google because i deactivated my facebook account and i saw entries with my name and tried to figure if it was me or someone else...

well the result...it was me..a friend uhm borrowed a picture i took and i stumbled over her page and saw this instead....

oh well..

Sana

The Red Line

it's broken...
but i won't tell what....
oh and here's something new..
(it's not good cause i didnt made it in one sitting)

It starts from side to side
Slowly drops of blood flow by
It might leave you a scar
Think twice before you go that far

A knife or scissors, could be a blade or a cutter
Whatever you use, it doesn't really matter
As long as it could cut the skin
And it could go deep within

It's commonly just a line
But some do it with names
Some also go creative
Doing it with stuff and faces

There's so many reasons why a cut is done
Life's pressure, problems and i know another one
Its those got hurt cause of giving too much love
And just resorted to literally keep bleeding love

Stop!

..just something from the past.....

Kapag ako'y iyong iniwan
Hindi kita susumbatan
Pagkat ito ang nilalaman
Nang puso mong nahihirapan

Matagal na rin kitang kasama
Gusto mo ba talagang wakasan na
Matagal nating pinagsamahan
Sayo'y ganun na lang ba

Ngunit iyong pagkatandaan
Kahit ako'y iyong nilisan
Pagmamahal ko'y walang hanggan
Dadalhin ko hanggang kamatayan

At sa iyong pamamaalam
Ay lubusan kong dinaramdam
Ngunit wag mo sanang kalimutan
Na ako'y minsan ay dumaan

Sa buhay mong makahulugan
Na buong puso kong pinasan
Ika'y aking hihintayin
Sa langit ako'y nakabitin

At sa iyong pagdating
Matatanaw mo ko ng tingin
Mahal kita wag mo kong iwan
Dahil kapalit nito'y aking kasawian,


hmm...every bit of my poems are personal...
i guess there's only a few that isn't....
i am slowly reverting back to my old ways....
one more step, then i'll be put into the test...
life right now just make me wanna cut my wrist...................
hahahahahaha.....

Salisi

(this one is all fun, no harm intended)
it's in Filipino and it's about how my favorite gang got their name...

Kamusta mga nilalang sa mundo
Iilan lang po makakabasa nito
Tungkol po ito sa gang na binanggit ko
Storya po nang pangalan nila laman nito

Hindi ko po alam buong detalye
Kaya pagpasensyahan kung may mali
Paki korek ako pagkabasa nito
Para maging maliwanag sa mga tao

Ibabalik ko kayo sa buwan ng Setyembre
Hindi po ako kasama nung ito'y nangyare
May fieldtrip noon ang four two
Subject na Rizal ang dahilan nito

Sa paaralan ang meeting place nila
Hindi sa loob, sa labas lang ha
Dalawang jeep ang sasakyang dala
Isa'y maganda, isa'y di kaaya-aya


Di pa malaman kung san sasakay sila
Kaya ginawa ng isa dumeretso na lang sa maganda
Tila ba nasalisihan ang eksena
Ang kulit pwedeng pang komedya

Di ko na to mapapahaba pa
Basta Salisi gang pangalan nila
Sa susunod na lang na tula mambabasa
Nais ko na kasi ulit magpakatulala

Friendship Madness

it's for the people i recently met..
and the impact of them in my life....

I don't know how to start this madness
Just wanna write something bout happiness
It's about dear friends i've just met
And i know i'll never ever forget


To my works, this could be a sequel
I hope it would be good as well
Different personalities i might reveal
But they're common in having strong appeal

I've said before their favorite place
But i guess any hangout can replace
Coz it's not really the place that's fun
It's the people and how they make the time run

There's someone who could imitate us all
And a dominant victim through it all
There's some who could talk endless
And some who are at times speechless

We also have our own ambassadress
And one who fix her bangs to reduce stress?
I know one whose lipstick is her trademark
And one who cooks well, I'd even give a good mark


There's not much i could really say
But to pray they'd always be okay
It might not really show
But you know i love them so

Salisi Gang: The Introduction

hi....
aside from the fact that i know i won't be able to sleep...
i scheduled to post this at this time around...
it's a special request from Martha...
i really had plans on doing it...
i wasn't that much eager to at that time..
anyway..it's in Filipino,,,
and the contents will speak for itself...

Kamusta kayo diyan mga kaibigan
Tara at makinig sa aking panayam
Patungkol po ito sa most wanted gang
Charmed and dangerous malamang

Ngunit subalit datapwat wag mabahala
Mabait sila pag lubusang nakilala
Makinig at babanggitin ko po sila
Baka sakaling sila'y iyong nakita

Alphabetical ang pagkakasunod ng pangalan
Para walang masabing naganap na lamangan
Andyan po si Cez, si Charm at si Dawnie
Pati po si Debbie, Digs at si Dethy

Sadyang dinugtungan ang pangalan
Upang makapagrhyme sa tula lamang
Kasama rin po sina Madz, May at Fudgie
At syempre si Martha, Salve at Rubie

Kung inyong pinansin di nasunod aking batayan
Wala po kasing rhyme pag di binago ayos ng pangalan
Labing dalawa po ang aking nabilang
Wala naman siguro akong nalimutan

Pero teka teka di ka ba nagtataka
Bakit marami silang magkakasama
Dalawang grupo nagkasama po sila
Pero pag iyong nakita parang iisa

Maswerte ka kung sila'y iyong kilala
Wala kang gagawin kundi kumain at tumawa
Lakas makatambay po sila sa Mcdo
Totoong mga kaibigan, walang halong biro

Pero hanggang dito na lang po muna aking panayam
Sa susunod na kabanata na lang aking kaibigan
Patungkol pa rin po sa most wanted gang
Sila po nga pala ang mahal kong Salisi Gang

...that's about it...i hope it's good enough to read...

I LOVE THESE GUYS..ah..GIRLS SOOO MUCH.........

Angels Make Me Cry

here's another one...
this time it's in english....

A name so simple, a place so sacred
Here i stayed and many I've experienced
Some of the period gained my felicity
But at times i attain my worst miseries

People come and go, people whom i love so
Friends and rivals and others i just know
The best friend and most ignorant enemy
There and then i met my best remedy

A being i never thought exists
In my dreams, this sole person visits
For years, i've never felt so submissive
This being had weakened me

In which i started to feel
Something i though was never real
Not until i fell into this deep hole
And then i'm stunned by an Angel's Love

sorry if the last part doesn't make much sense..
and the second stanza..
it's kinda edited...
this one refers to a place, back in high school..
there's this place we usually hangout at every after school hours..
here is where i met her...

Ex - O

good morning!!!!!
this one is in Filipino....
(i have a lot of poems in Filipino than in English)

Officer ako, kadete ka
Hindi ko pwedeng ituloy pa
Magandang pakikisama iyong ipinadama
Ako'y labis na nadala at ninais mapasakin ka

Naalala ko pa ang araw na ito
Kung saan ako'y balisang totoo
Dahil ayokong ika'y magulo
Pagkat ako'y hirap makitungo

Ilang tao na rin ang dumaan
Sa buhay ko sila'y naguluhan
Pag-uugali ko'y hindi maintindihan
Kaya't kadalasan ako'y iniiwan

Ngunit sarili ay hindi mapigilan
Kahit pa mawala ang pagkakaibigan
Hindi sadyang masabi itong tatlong salita
At nasambit ng buong kaba MAHAL NA KITA
-paano na yan-

-cadette lieutenant colonel . . . . .
xxx-G4(supplies)

i use different pen names before...usually to relate with the poem...
story behind this..??
just now i realized i need not to really elaborate because the poem already tells the story...
haha....go figure...

They've Tortured Me and Left Me

saw the profile of my former professor sir solmerano..
so i thought of posting my work from his subject..
and its one of my favorite uhm poems....

They've tortured me and left me
In miserable state,
Some of them with their loving,
The others with their hate.

The wine i drank they poisoned,
Poisoned the bread i ate,
Some of them with their loving,
The others with their hate.

But she, who more than any,
Torture me, gave me gall,-
21:09 She never even hated,
Nor ever loved at all.

-Heinrich Heine

..we had to make a painting with our fingers....
in relation with the poem...

Forever Never

There's this word "FOREVER"
It contains seven letters
Seven, a number we consider lucky
But i wonder can it be for you and me?

I've always promised you FOREVER
Stay with you FOREVER
Take care of you FOREVER
And love you FOREVER

But the word itself is not enough
For me it would be a laugh
If i won't put it into act
Then love itself would lack

FOREVER is a big word
But do please remember
I may not promise you FOREVER
But my love for you will die never

*can we still be together*

Love Rage

i don't think this is my very first poem..
but it's close to it...
if i remember it right this was made during my highschool days..
third year maybe...
it still has no title...
here it goes...

I wanted to write something
Just didn't know how to start it
I guess like here I am also lost
Looking for some place to ease the pain

Is it good or is it bad
The feeling of falling in love
How do you know it's true
Or just some other white lie to you

Is it true love when you hurt
When you begin to lose that someone
Makes you feel alone in this earth
Laughing and crying and just simply dying

White lies of love are absurd
But still makes you feel a part of their world
Is it better to have this?
Than to love deeply for nothing at all

I guess i'm just hurt
Starting over and over again
I no more know what i'm sayin
Just to regain peace in my heart, my friend


hihi....i could not remember who is the reason for this...
anyway...
have you ever loved anyone???
and wonder if what you feel is real??