Love Rage

i don't think this is my very first poem..
but it's close to it...
if i remember it right this was made during my highschool days..
third year maybe...
it still has no title...
here it goes...

I wanted to write something
Just didn't know how to start it
I guess like here I am also lost
Looking for some place to ease the pain

Is it good or is it bad
The feeling of falling in love
How do you know it's true
Or just some other white lie to you

Is it true love when you hurt
When you begin to lose that someone
Makes you feel alone in this earth
Laughing and crying and just simply dying

White lies of love are absurd
But still makes you feel a part of their world
Is it better to have this?
Than to love deeply for nothing at all

I guess i'm just hurt
Starting over and over again
I no more know what i'm sayin
Just to regain peace in my heart, my friend


hihi....i could not remember who is the reason for this...
anyway...
have you ever loved anyone???
and wonder if what you feel is real??